As part of my preparation for teaching a class on travel writing this
May, I've been reading Phil Cousineau's The
Art of Pilgrimage. Some of this very fine book deflects into popular
religious writing—I figured it would, given the traditional associations with
"pilgrimage", so I ventured into it with full knowledge that those
parts of the book would not be too much in my wheelhouse—but I'm still seeing
strong questions raised by a book that is more supple, more searching than I
had first assumed. It's making me think about pilgrimages of my own, of qualities that turn sight-seeing into
pilgrimage, destination into shrine.
The first pilgrimage I took, or at least the first I recognized as
pilgrimage, was in Ireland in the late 90s.
It took a conventional form: we took a bus up to Sligo from Galway, the
idea being to touch the hem of Yeats' garment and to see the country of his
poems.
I would have preferred train to Bus Eireann. Everyone who knows me knows my love of
rails. But the Intercity Line—then and
now, as I understand—sent the traveler way east into central Ireland to connect
from Galway, and so we took the bus, on roads that were still winding and
through a cloudy West of Ireland terrain that reminded me how I loved the
countryside there, but how it always felt as though you took in the landscape
at a gloomy slant, at wintry dusk even though our trip was in June.
We arrived in Sligo at an equally somber moment. Our June was the June of 1997, and the
Troubles had flared up again following the shooting of two members of the Royal
Ulster Constabulary. The political climate
was as somber as the weather, and we were dropped off in a hushed, even gloomy heart
of the town, where we made our way to the tourist center and stood in line for
one of the standard tours until a Mrs. Furey came up to us and offered her
services as chauffeur and guide.
Needless to say, it's a good rule of thumb to avoid offers you meet in
these circumstances. I accepted, though,
relying on what I'd admit was a degree of sexism (yes, women would be capable of a good old-fashioned
kidnapping or drygulch, but let's face it: they are much less likely to do so than men), but also on my seasoned intuition
when it came to character. Mrs. Furey
was warm, humorous, but altogether businesslike: we would pay for the trip, but
she would deliver our money's worth.
Also, wasn't Michael Furey the young man from the west of Ireland who
died for the love of Greta Conroy in James Joyce's magnificent story, "The
Dead"? The one that Gabriel Conroy
dreamed his wife was dreaming of? A
young man obscured in the fiction of memory, in the memory of memory, and then
to make obscurity complete, only a fictional character to begin with? And was Michael Furey Mrs. Furey's oblique ancestor,
recalled vaguely by a latter-day writer
on a quest preoccupied with visiting a dead poet's grave in Sligo? The temptation deepened enough to give in to
it, to surrender the facts and the good sense, and we were off in Mrs. Furey's
van through winding, obscure roads, to Innisfree and Lissadell and the grave at
Ben Bulben.
Yeats people know these places filtered through the glamour of the
poems. So in ways it becomes superfluous
to go on about how one or the other of them might have disappointed when you
see them firsthand. Yeats brought poetry to them to understand
them, to connect them with his life and people,
and now we bring that poetry with us, and a dim island like Innisfree
becomes unique and evocative because the poetry mediates our experience. And Lissadell, the great home of the
Gore-Booth family and the center of what Auden called "that parish of rich
women" who were Yeats' patrons and companions,
The light of evening, Lissadell,
Great windows open to the south,
Two girls in silk kimonos, both
Beautiful, one a gazelle…
Great windows open to the south,
Two girls in silk kimonos, both
Beautiful, one a gazelle…
was barely furnished, the floors checkerboarded
with dust framed by the carpets' stripped-down warp and weft. Mrs. Furey's story about Yeats and the male
friends of the Gore-Booth family sitting in the kitchen and throwing knives at
rats seemed appropriate in the surroundings.
I understand that there is no longer public access
to Lissadell. The current owners restored
it then raised objections, whether from some dog-in-the-manger possessiveness
or from a justified nervousness about trespassers. In either case, it was good to go when we
went, years before that litigation, and to know, having seen the place, that
the great poet was right about something more than its decrepit beauty:
Dear shadows, now you know it all,
All the folly of a fight
With a common wrong or right.
The innocent and the beautiful.
Have no enemy but time.
On from there we went, Mrs. Furey and Rhonda and I, to the banks
of Lough Gill, staring out across the waters at the famous Isle of Innisfree, a
shoulder of green amid gray waters. At that
distance the "bee-loud glades" and the perpetual, beckoning call of
the Isle were inaudible. The only wonder
that I felt was the one I had prepared myself for—the resonance of the place, having
decided its meaning before I arrived.
All I remember of the island was there before I saw it. I had done my share of traveling, but I was
new to pilgrimage.
When we arrived at Drumcliff Churchyard, under the distant hulking
shadow of Ben Bulben, it was the moment of epiphany. It was my version of Canterbury, Bodh Gaya,
the Kaaba. Because I've lived my days in
more secular poetry, and though Yeats was hardly a saint, the poems were to me
the relics of sainthood.
But
of course, the grave was the shrine.
Limestone, stark in its simplicity, inscribed with the famous epitaph he
wrote for himself (about casting "a cold eye/on life, on death"—I knew
it by heart in my 20s, still recalled from memory all of the poems I've used in
this piece, an indication that I've never quite left the faith). But no epiphany, no cemetery revelation. A reverent hush, a sense of homage, but no
different from that by any graveside. It
could have been anyone buried there.
And
the funny thing is that, indeed, it could have been anyone. A decade later I learned that it is probable
that Yeats is not buried in Drumcliff Churchyard after all. Yeats died in France in early 1939, his body buried
there, intended for transport back to Ireland when, according to the poet, the
newspapers would have forgotten about him and the final internment could happen
with a minimum of fuss. But 1939 marked
the outbreak of the war. The body in the
French grave was ostensibly moved to Drumcliff in 1948, but in the intervening
years, confusion has risen, Yeats not alone in being "transplanted"
after the conflict. In short, though the
body in the Sligo grave might be Yeats', it is far more likely, people think
now, that some unknown Frenchman awaits eternity on a high rocky spot in
Ireland.
Which
speaks to pilgrimage, doesn't it? I've
traveled since, and I've thought more about my travels, and now I think that
pilgrimage is less a journey to a place than one guided by an inner prompting—something
you need to do, perhaps, to get out of your system, to say you have done it, to
follow, in some way, the poetry to its source.
Only to discover, perhaps, that the poetry itself was the source, and
that wherever you go, that pilgrimage is with you. It's what the old man said in "The
Circus Animals' Desertion," or something near it:
Heart-mysteries
there, and yet when all is said
It was the dream itself enchanted me:
Character isolated by a deed
To engross the present and dominate memory.
It was the dream itself enchanted me:
Character isolated by a deed
To engross the present and dominate memory.
©2014 Michael Williams