tempus edax rerum, tuque, invidiosa vetustas,
omnia destruitis vitiataque dentibus aevi
paulatim lenta consumitis omnia morte!
My Latin is rusty, but it goes something like this:
Time, devourer of things, and you, jealous Age,
destroy all and, gnawing slowly with your teeth,
a little at a time, consume all in death!
It’s from Ovid, from around the period that the Roman town
of Aosta was being built. Beautiful
lines, but nothing unusual in its sentiments about the doings of time. Time devours, age wears away, and eventually
nothing is left of what is built to last for ages. It’s sobering enough to be no longer
sobering, because we can’t think in millennia.
To me a month spreads out like infinite time when I miss my wife and family,
and though I know intellectually how short a stint that is, within its span,
feeling it with heart and imagination,
it dilates, becomes a small eternity.
Even
more so the stretch of two thousand years, and Aosta is both marked and undergirded
by ruins that old. From the Augustan
arch at the eastern end of the central city, the still-dramatic theater closer
to where I live, literally down to the tunnels and arcades beneath its medieval
and Renaissance street plan, the city is a hive of ghosts.
Is there
a way of looking at these ruins other than Ovid’s gloomy thoughts about the
provisional, the temporary, the way all things must pass? Probably not for any length of time. Thinking otherwise must pass, too, and we are
left with the transitory state of things.
I do
remember, though, the first Roman ruin I saw.
It was far from here: an aqueduct in North Wales. I recall marveling that the Welsh narrow-gage
train track that once had spanned the top of the structure—probably late in the
19th or early in the 20th century—had fallen to rust and
decay, while the aqueduct, though worn and marked by rooted weeds, was still
steady and upright. There are degrees, I
guess, of permanence. There is a kind of
lingering at the gate before you go.
Which
brings me to something about the ruins that I’ve thought about for several
days. The arch as support is one thing,
but it is also a gateway, a passage.
Beneath the Augustan Arch is now a crucifix: the space it covers is now
marked by the crucified God, inconceivable to the builders of the emperor’s
original monument. And of course the
Alps through the arches of the theater, where the whole of nature can behold
our little plays through the crumbling things we have made. Both sides of the Praetorian Gate open into
narrow, Renaissance city streets, so that the passage through them, in the
footsteps of Roman legions, takes you from one beautiful road into another,
equally beautiful but pretty much the same.

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